March 01,2007
Dear Kuya Kuti,
We just want you to know that Papa and Mama were very much happy and excited to have you way back before you were still in my womb though you came into our lives so sudden. You just don't know how papa became happy when we found out from the ultrasound that you were a boy. I was very happy to feel your little kicks on my tummy. It's has been a glorious feeling I was carrying inside me another soul that just keeps me going on. A soul that has been the fruit of the beautiful love papa and mama have shared. I couldn't explain how happy I was every time i feel your little moves inside me, the beat of your heart next to me and how you breathe exactly the way I was breathing. I know I'm going to be a proud mom. And right just you were born, it was then September 14,2006, I am very thankful because God gave me enough courage and strength that's why I wasn't have any difficulty of making you first see the real world. When I first touched you, it was then I realized that I am now complete. Just by looking at you right then and there, I knew all my uncertainties and doubts towards life vanished..I didn't have any regrets for having you in papa and mama's lives. You were so very tiny, so innocent and you mean so much to us.You are now our little angel. Problems and conflicts may arise but surely with you around us, papa and mama will survive. You have made our relationship became stronger and deeper every days that passes by. We learn to love more each other because of you.Each and every moments of our lives was worth all the pains and hardships we've encountered. By then I didn't have any knowledge of how to take care and raise you but luckily we made it right up to this day and hopefully for the coming of days, though sometimes we may handle you improperly. Sorry kuya for all our shortcomings. Sorry if sometimes mama made you cry, sometimes I easily got mad at you, sometimes I don't have time to play with you, read you stories, sing you songs. I may spanked and scolded you but it doesn't mean that we don't love you.it's just sometimes I am not in my good mood and I tend to lose my temper that is why when your'e trying to be makulit, it annoyed me. Mama just wanted you to know the right and wrong, good and bad. God knows how much papa and mama loves you, how we gave up everything because we wanted you to enjoy life and have a good future. One day you'll going to read my letter and when that time comes, your'e already quite a big boy and probably goes to school and have many,many friends. By that. I hope you will understand why such things happened into our lives. That someday you'll be able to know that you are the son that we really wanted to have and definitely you will be proud of us as your parents..Thank you for coming into our lives. You made mama changed...yeah a lot..and papa either.You taught us how to be strong, to have deeper faith in God, to be humble, to be generous and to appreciate the beauty of life.And now that you are going to be a big boy...we just want you to know that your are still the same little angel in papa and mama's lives.Be a good boy...always sweet, kind and loving.We are happy to have you...we will always be. And we are very proud of you. You are my everything, my happiness and my life.If I had to live my life all over again I wouldn't hesitate to embrace again the moments I experienced with you and papa rather than not have you in my life. You are my priceless possession...You made my life complete...We always love you, son..mwuahz!!!
Love,
Mama Queenie
Dear Kuya Kuti,
We just want you to know that Papa and Mama were very much happy and excited to have you way back before you were still in my womb though you came into our lives so sudden. You just don't know how papa became happy when we found out from the ultrasound that you were a boy. I was very happy to feel your little kicks on my tummy. It's has been a glorious feeling I was carrying inside me another soul that just keeps me going on. A soul that has been the fruit of the beautiful love papa and mama have shared. I couldn't explain how happy I was every time i feel your little moves inside me, the beat of your heart next to me and how you breathe exactly the way I was breathing. I know I'm going to be a proud mom. And right just you were born, it was then September 14,2006, I am very thankful because God gave me enough courage and strength that's why I wasn't have any difficulty of making you first see the real world. When I first touched you, it was then I realized that I am now complete. Just by looking at you right then and there, I knew all my uncertainties and doubts towards life vanished..I didn't have any regrets for having you in papa and mama's lives. You were so very tiny, so innocent and you mean so much to us.You are now our little angel. Problems and conflicts may arise but surely with you around us, papa and mama will survive. You have made our relationship became stronger and deeper every days that passes by. We learn to love more each other because of you.Each and every moments of our lives was worth all the pains and hardships we've encountered. By then I didn't have any knowledge of how to take care and raise you but luckily we made it right up to this day and hopefully for the coming of days, though sometimes we may handle you improperly. Sorry kuya for all our shortcomings. Sorry if sometimes mama made you cry, sometimes I easily got mad at you, sometimes I don't have time to play with you, read you stories, sing you songs. I may spanked and scolded you but it doesn't mean that we don't love you.it's just sometimes I am not in my good mood and I tend to lose my temper that is why when your'e trying to be makulit, it annoyed me. Mama just wanted you to know the right and wrong, good and bad. God knows how much papa and mama loves you, how we gave up everything because we wanted you to enjoy life and have a good future. One day you'll going to read my letter and when that time comes, your'e already quite a big boy and probably goes to school and have many,many friends. By that. I hope you will understand why such things happened into our lives. That someday you'll be able to know that you are the son that we really wanted to have and definitely you will be proud of us as your parents..Thank you for coming into our lives. You made mama changed...yeah a lot..and papa either.You taught us how to be strong, to have deeper faith in God, to be humble, to be generous and to appreciate the beauty of life.And now that you are going to be a big boy...we just want you to know that your are still the same little angel in papa and mama's lives.Be a good boy...always sweet, kind and loving.We are happy to have you...we will always be. And we are very proud of you. You are my everything, my happiness and my life.If I had to live my life all over again I wouldn't hesitate to embrace again the moments I experienced with you and papa rather than not have you in my life. You are my priceless possession...You made my life complete...We always love you, son..mwuahz!!!
Love,
Mama Queenie
